Fucked up 2011.

kay la , today's post is gonna be super duper uber special cos its new year's special. :DD i'm gonna pour everything out tonight and hopefully i can have a better sleep tonight too (: Firstly , i've deleted one of my facebook acc out of no reason (maybe i find it too boring etc / maybe i'm too lazy to login and out etc / maybe i wanna be a frog in the well that cannot see the outside world.) Secondly , i can't resist myself to make this very special post (sorry if i have offend anyone in this post) Hence , i'm gonna make this post look like a dear diary post!


Dear diary ,
         How are you? 2011 seems to be a fucked up year whereby i dun know what trouble i may face , what is gonna happen to me. My sixth sense just told me that this year is a bad one , real bad. And nothing motivates me at all , even school work. i have the urge to go for plastic surgery everytime i look at myself in the mirror. i just felt disgusted , seriously :/ and school hasn't got me any better. CCA , events , homework etc. I really felt like dying and i haven't even survive school for a month! I told myself umpteen times to work hard this year cos its gonna be a streaming year & a hard year for me. but i just can't resist to... Every start of the monday , i'm looking forward to weekends whereby i can meet my bbg (dorothy) and go insaneeee with her. Sigh , i wanna work , i wanna party , i wanna count down for CNY with dorothy , i wanna have tons of $ ($_$) and lastly , i wanna be happy! happy is the key for life. I felt so troubled recently , i dunno why i keep attitude my bbgs, Hais :( what should i do????

xoxo.